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went 4 my 1ST ever fashion photo shoot ytd afternoon.. was 4 a relatives portfolio.. had so much fun, tho it was really tiring.. i still m feeling the pain 2day.. my feet, my legs, my back, my neck.. it all HURTS.. but i guess it paid off, i took loads of amazing shots..they'll b up in abit.. cant wait 2 show them off.. tats about it i guess. till l8r..

zzzzzz

at 1st, my title was, SHIFT SHIFT SHIFT SHIFT SHIFT.. HAHAHHAAH.. but then i corrected it wit Z ZX Z Z ZZ.. u tthink im too hugh 2 oist someghing rite now.. but i sll m going 2 anyways.. c if i undertand wth im typing l7r on.. anywayz.. i had so much fun.. just got back cfrom a house arty, even though my frenz parent were home, it was still SHOT FUN!! sry, i men SHIT fun.. had so much fun.. n im kinda crushing on TWO gys.. not rea;;y crushing, no no no, i think its a crush.. they were bth there, both frenz.. met new ppl n eerything, chinese guys r NOCE!! :D ahahahha.. both cute, both awesome.. zzzz.. so so sleepy, i think im gonna KO rit now.. but im trying 2 finish this.. hmm, had so much fun 2day, i thibnk i already kmetion tat on top, the company was awesome,. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYAR PANCIT, tats wat i kinda call the bday boy, cu it rhymes wit his name.. haha.. had CUBAN, cigaes, beer, liquor,.. SHIHA,, it didnt taste quiye the nice, but it was ok.. i kinda danced alone.. HE joined me 4 a whilel, smacked my ASS quite abitr, but tat was it.. nothing resly happend, but i wish it DID..!! :( anyways!! i still has do much fun.. music was goos, pomg, n did i tak abiut the food, doos waAWESOM!! i think the only reason y i lasted so long was cuz of the chicken.. BBQ chicken taste soo good 2day.. thx 2 1 of the galsz... sneezing like fuck rite now,.. parents too my phone away cuz i was an bhour late.. zzzz.. wat m i gobnna do withougt it.. FUCK U!! so sad, but yet so happpy.. hahaha.. high hgigh ghigh highg.. hahahaha.. :(((((((((((((((((((((((  my === mum was so upset when i got home, so was my dad, tats the reason im not so happy. i ws 45 mins LATE.. zzz.. parents i tell u,.. so so SICKENING.. haih.. anyways, bye bye to my phones 4 now, hopefully i steal them back by 2 mrrow evening.. got2 entertain myu frena now.. dfeelong tral slrrpy alterafy, HAPPY BDAY husband.. he quite the cute 2day.. it hnk i might like y,.. zzz.. hahaha.. if only his feelingwere mustual.. nie2 4 noe i guess. byeeeeeee

tobacco my BABY

What a weird thing smoking is and I can't stop it.  

I feel cosy, have a sense of well-being when I'm smoking, poisoning myself, 

killing myself slowly.  

Not sooo slowly maybe. 

 I have all kinds of pains, but u my fren, are my only cure.

Ur always around when i need u,

atleast when i hv the cash.

 u are the residue of my pleasure, 

my warm desire.

u satisfy ALL my needs, normal or not. 

Its in the mornings, n the times after s^* when i enjoy u MOST.

 But when I don't smoke I scarcely feel as if I'm living. 

 I don't feel as if I'm living unless I'm killing myself.

I LOVE YOU

yay!

hey.. i'm kinda new at blogging.. dun noe shits about it.. but i guess i'll learn sooner or l8r.. i hv no idea wat i should i blog about.. food, fashion, life, i guess i'm gonna do it all.. in my classmates room rite now, B-2-39.. senah n mye's ro0m.. they just shifted in here.. senah is cleaning up, excited about having 2 stay wit her darling..they've got cute lil hamsters too, 1 of them shat on my fingers minutes ago.. she's kinda the reason i'm blogging actually.. shes always bz blogging away, n thought i should try it, so HERE I M..